for every thing there is a season

well its true

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:14:16 GMT

i just figured something wicked important out

i love the saying "for everything there is a season"
and it made me think about what i learned the other day in english
how spring is birth
summer is childhood
fall is old age and winter is death

i wonder at this point in my life were i am ?
i realize its spring and last year at this time i felt totally reborn and great
but this year its more sadness and the feeling that something good is right there and
i can't seem to see it or grab it

i can't wait for this school year to be over
i have so much life to live i just wish i understood it.

im done with this livejournal
i have been for a while
good bye <33

just a little drugged up

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 01:27:02 GMT

ah vaction
april vaction was so good last year
it was the best time ever i swear

this ones been pretty dam good too.
lets see

thursday
i walked home from school to papa ginos
and had a free pizza with my girls
it was fun stuff
i went back to megs and we chilled with tayla then i went to church
then i came back with lauren
and got to enjoy the camp fire
im telling you were gonna have so much fun with that this summer

friday
woke up late hung around
went to heathers.
fun time
very fun time
detail later

saturday
i drove my mom here and there
and then went
to church that night

Sunday
Easter morning
was kinda wack because i donon
I have had a lot better easters
but atleast i got to see my family
and i played with my two little cousins which was fun
later i went out with justin meghan anita and mike
we almost died because we don't know what ONE WAY streets are
oh man good times

MOnday/tuesday
i watched the red sox and the boston marathon with my daddy
then slept over megs
we had a good time like always
and went to quinsg with erin the next day
slept over heathers house tuesday and got to chill
with ryan max lisa and michelle that was cool
got drunk and stuff
it was fun

wendsday
went out to eat with my meme
and she let me drive alot
it was a good time
got to chill with these kids again and that was fun
played some b-ball with meg and mike and then erin
good stuff

thursday
i got my mother effin wisdom teeth out
SO FUN!!!!
i was all crazy from the stuff they put me to sleep with
and i was throwing up and shit later
was not pretty
but i watched a good movie with leo decaprio (sp)

and today i just sat around with my CHIPMunk face and watched tv and stuff
its been ok my mommy has been taking care of me shes awesome
i get kinda bummed here and there that i can't go out but
whatever!!! i can deal with it and the vicks make me feel weird but better

lost ass entry im amazed if you read it all
leave me some love

thats what i say

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 20:58:32 GMT

yea so i just got back from the libary
it was so fun
i love how i don't even know how to use like call numbers or whatever
dam i should have paided attention in 6th grade when they taught us that shit

so yea today was ok
i woke up at 2:00 last night cause i had a dream
that people were walking down this hill near my grandmas house
and when they got to the bottom it was hell
my cousin turned into a demon and her eyes went black
i pretty much shit my pants
so i put the light on and went back to sleep till 4:00 when i turned it off

so any ways i hate spanish class lately it really pisses me off
and i just wanna skip it every day but i can't so i go and suffer

i love when i have culinary arts for long period
its fun esepcially since me and nita are usually always together
and we just fuck around and eat and insult people
haha its fun

but yea i feel like this weeks been so busy and insane and its only wendesday
i worked at the flower shop monday and tuesday made $80 nigga
im happy

tommorow last day of school before vaction
WICKEd exciting
i hope vaction is fun fun fun
i wanan chill with alot people and PARTY!
it just really sucks that im getting my wisdom teeth taking out
ON 4 fucking 20 im pissed :(
but whatever

yea i gotta go and shower im a dirrty ass hippie right now

dam

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:43:57 GMT

wow its been way to long since i last updated
life has been ok lately
just been trying to live it up

not to much has happened since my birthday
same old shit different day.
schools the same too shitty.
but whatever

this weekend was pretty fun.
friday i went to the movies and saw she's the man i really liked it.
then i came home and crashed

saturday i went to the mall with all these niggas
and bryan got kicked out then we did to because i laughed.
but it was whatever because at least i got to go to strawberries
and by the boston redsox bag that ive been wanting
and i love it

i went to my cousin rachels brithday party
that was fun.
then meg came over and we went for a nice little adventure while we
waiting for these kids anita and kaylee
to come over
anita finally came after 100 years and she was very tried
and kaylee finally came and she was very drunk

she passed out and me and meghan fuck with her some.
it was great and we took pictures HAHA
whoooo
yup me and meg were wired for a while
then we crashed and here i am
im wicked hungry latlely but like nothing seems good enough to eat
its so weird.

dam im gonna go nap <3

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 17:49:27 GMT

so this past week and now this weekend was not what i expected at all
i thought the week before vaction would go by slow and boring
instead it was slow boring and really shitty
i felt really shitty half the week

but what made it finally look up and took me by fucken surpirse was that my parents threw me a surprise 16th birthday party
it was really nice even though i felt like complete shit i did enjoy it and i was really happy to be with all the people i love <3

yea so any ways last night was fucken crazy
the mall whooooooa
me and meg almost did it
we almost got the gumball machine goal accomplished
but we pussied out
yea but it was wicked fun
and then we came home and fucken danced out to beastie boys and shit
it was crazy me meg and anita can fucken jam!!!
and did you know that erin is a great singer?

yea so today is good so far
i guess im goanna hang out megs for a while which is fine with me
ya know i love being woke up by her dog its really great

ah i love life sometimes

everything is everything

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:23:37 GMT

i need some excitement

some adventure
some drama & some crazy ness

this shits just not cutting it for me

no sir

we'll wing it we'll sing it

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 01:19:55 GMT

today was pretty wack!
i don't even have anything good to write about.
except that i was about to flip the fuck out on my spanish teacher
when i satyed after school today.
she was so badly pissing me off and probaly not on purpose.
i went to the libary
fun.
then i slept.
then i ate.
i hate math.

i also hate when i pull back the top layer of my nails off.
i still do it though.

i hate being all anxious and stressed out.
i can't even concentrate and like deal with shit and it makes little things
seem so much more fucking difficult then they really are
plus it sometimes makes me all pissy and i hate being like that
ERRRRRR

blah blah blue

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 01:03:24 GMT

i hate spanish

i can't wait until i pass this fucken class this year and never have to take spanish ever again.
ew its disgusting.

today pretty much sucked. the only good things were lunch second period and after school.
me and meg stayed after and fucked around cause we have no life and enjoy causing trouble
after school hours as well as during.

i pretty much slept all after noon
and i was very lonely for a little while
i think thats why i slept.

i feel wicked stressed and anxious right now
i just wanna rip my fucken hair out and sleep until friday night.
im hopeing to get very crunk friday.

i just ate pizza and i bet it gives me the shits

ew.

all i can do is just pour some tea for two

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 19:04:59 GMT

so here i am once again.

last night was so fun.
i went to anitas and we decided to go on a small adventure
so we headed to vernon park
met some random kids anita bumed a ciggy off them
yea then the night began we just walked all over the place.
and then went back to her house ate pie then went to her aunts house
and played old school video games it was fun

then i came home and decided it was time to fix the big Blank wall behid my bed
soi painted it hehehe
i think it looks nice <3

my day started off nicely
i painted more and just kinda fucked around
it was nice
my daddy made me pancakes this morning they were yummy

this week was kinda long. it had its UPS and it deffiantly had its Downs
but im glad its over and that we have a three day weekend
im just kinda sad laurens going home
shes been keeping me company :(

but whatever all good things come to and end
i hope tonihgts fun these kids might come over should be fun

time for me to go eat before my parents strap down to a chair an force a tube down
my throat

<3333

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 20:18:59 GMT

happy new year!!!!!!

i hope this one is a good one
i've got my expectaion high as usual

last night was a good time
i like staying up late and when i mean late i actaully mean early
i just love my friends <3

im going to the movies tonight should be fun
then fuckin school ewww
but whatever the faster the days go the closer it is to my birthday!! the closer i am to 16
and the closer i am to fucken DRIVING!!!!!!

yes
ahhhhh a brand new year.

shot down

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 17:48:53 GMT

ahh so hear i am a nice foggy morning

christmas was pretty good
how bout ilove my little cousins so much they are the fucken best

i got a guitar. im pretty excited!
i can't wait to learn more about it.

last night was fun i went to megs and half slept over
i went home at like 2:30 maybe with my sister whoaaaa
lets just say the whole way home i was like
SLOWWW SLOWW!!!! lauren SLOWW!

it was very funny.

i snuggled with my mom this morning and yesterday after noon it was nice :)

this vaction is going by pretty fast im excited for new years!
it should be a good time and i just hope i can be with the people i wanna be with.

ahh i love this
im going to get coney island !!!

yes!

if i had one wish

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 02:57:28 GMT

today was a weird day
yes it was

im pretty much finished with my shopping i needa get my mom something then im done
its weird i didn't buy any thing for any of my friends
i still think we should all do secrect santa again even if we don't exchange gifts till new years day!
because i donon we just should

i made cookies
they sucked ass.
i kinda suck ass
school kinda sucks ass
and your mom kinda sucks alot of ass

so yea my back hurts and needs to be cracked
someone help me please

whats the worse that i could say?

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:47:04 GMT

im in a pretty decent mood right now seeing as its 2o minutes till 10
and usually im tried around this time.

today was a weird ass day
i got high this morning before school which can be fun.
i had to wash friggin dishes in cooking which is first period
so im blasted outta my mind and washing friggin dishes

Oh man

so there's been a little bit of drama these days but i decided to solve some of it
i hope the rest solves its self

i kinda had a rebellious day today
skipped spanish cause i really just did not wanna go. we almost got caught a million
times then me meg and anita eventually just chilled behind a wall in the dungeon room.

gym was long period so me and anita talked to lyndesy for pretty much all of it
it was fun i found out some wicked weird and coincidental things that were funny and made me giggle

i stayed after school and did absolutely nothing with meg except try and balance on ice and throw big snow things in the area were people walk.

my sister is finally home HURRAy im happy yes i am
we just seem to get along so well i love IT!

i did this thing tonight for kids. i like put together presents for them and it was really
fun and i felt really good after words knowing i made some little kids chirstmas special.

well im kinda gettin tried now but im no were near ready for bed at this point

lalala

pooped OUT

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:20:46 GMT

so i don't think i have ever laughed this hard and this much in my life.
well maybe i have.. but tonight i laughed my self to tears.

lately ive been in total lalala land with thoughts.
i've just been thinking about everything frienships,love,shcool,life,death..
its been NUTS!

this weekend end should be fun.
last weekend was fun.

i hate how stupid i am in math.
i try to understand and im just a Dumb ass.
i should try to be opptimissic but i can't
i get so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

errr! heather's cousin is gonna get an ass whopping because he fuckin kicked me.
next time i see him WERE FIGHTING

your moms a bitch

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 23:25:38 GMT

so i wishi could go sledding

no one seems to want to though. im kinda sad.

this weekend was fun.
i enjoy hanging with those niggas no matter whats going on.

i just really hope i can watch willy wonke tommorrow and i just really hope
this school week is fast.

chirstmas is real soon. kinda excited more and more.

p.s. dip set soncert= kinda of a drag but it was fun because at least we go to see these juelze (spelling?)& jim jones. and at least i got to chill with sam and jen and andrew and the regulars.
it was still fun

well harry pottters <33

what the fuck does quixotic mean???

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 01:36:42 GMT

we've been through alot of shit.

who?

me and my butt cheeks.

and if you don't know now you know mother fucking nigga's.

ay que pasado

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 21:04:07 GMT

so its been a few days now and im getting more and more BOred
its seriously driving me completely NUTS!!!

im currently reading the fourth harry potter book
i read the third one now im reading this one then im gonna buy the fifth one

im a loser BUt a fucken cool one at that

i can't believe chirstmas is coming i don't wanna go shooping.
i don't wanan buy nor do i wanna recieve
i just wanna sit around all day in my boxers eat and sweat
i would say sweat like a pig BUT PIGS DON't sweat (right bryan and zach)

thanks giving was pretty dam good. i enjoyed it.
i FEEL LIKE I HAVE JACK SHIT TO DO AND LOOK FORWARD TO
and i certainly don't wanan look forward to school

because i hate school
im getting pretty fucken sick of this grounded FUCKEN shit!

rain

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:38:51 GMT

so after i got home from boston today i went right to the chair as my dad left and feel asleep until 5:30
then the madness happened

i dreamed the weirdest dream in my life!
and thats pretty dam crazy seeing as i dream weird all the time
(yes im gonna go ahead and tell you my whole dream in a nutshell though)

dream:
so at first i think we were at quincy market and i saw my mom through and open door
but then she started to fall and it took her like 5 minutes to fall so i ran over to her crying
and nervous and she was bleeding from her lip and nose and everywhere and i was like MOM MOM

then we miss the bus me and a bunch of people and so they all decide to come to my house
so they do and were sitting watching tv when my mom comes in then my dad and they are kinda mad
cause even in my dream im grounded and then all of a sudden my meme comes in the my anut my uncle
and pretty soon all of my mom's family is there so i decided to show my room to all these kids at my house
so i go upstairs and make sure it looks ok . then i tell anita to tell everyone to come up stairs
so bythe time they get there my room is suddenly a mess and two light bulds are out. so were all in my room
and i try to play a record and i can't find any of my favorites and i can't read any of the names they are all blurry so then one of the kids picks me up and puts me on my dresser
there are all these glass bowls everywhere and one drops and brakes

soon a bunch of the kids come stumbleing in my room. they are all drunk. they threw up all over
from the stairs to my bedroom. my moms mad so i was like im sorry im sorry ill clean it i just need a bucket. so i go down to quincy market to get one and i see tayla and i tell her whats wrong and shes like
so you needa bucket you need one you need one you need it you want it. she keep talking and its so annoying
i scream for her to shut up. then im trying to buy one in the store and the cashier guy is so creepy
so i start walking soon im on a bus and i then i get off and hug a few people good bye. then im walking
and meghan and her mom pullup shes like I FOUND YOUR LEATHER jacket she throws it at me andi thank her cause its raining and she drives away. in my head i wish that she had given me a ride but something wouldn't let her.

so im walking on a street and these men walk by me at first i don't really notice but every where i walk
they like follow and they are playing with yo yo's by the time i get to the end of the street they are putting the yo yo's in my face. but they can't leave the street so im happy

im walking up a hill and it starts to curve the rain falls harder and cars are coming at me
there is a truck in the middle of the road covered in wonder bread wrapping
all i wanna do is get the bucket.

i wake up.

weird ass dream i woke up so confused
eKKK!!

my sister is HOME! vaction has began to bad im grounded
oh well <333

who me im a soul surviver

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 18:00:13 GMT

so i spent my friday night
sitting in my mothers bed rather stoned
watching the history channel and eating lunchables

whoo what a night

today i woke up feeling pretty good because i got to sleep in
i decided to help my dad rake the leaves cause he asked me to yesterday
so i did and i could tell i was in the way a little but i think he appreciated the help.
tonight im gonna help out at this church thing.. im really not looking forward to it. but
im not gonna even ask to be un grounded im gonna wait until vaction
im hopeing that works

my sister shall be gracing us with her presence again
:)

two day school week sounds good to me!

i doudt i will be skipping school for a while.
and if i do ill be actaully smart about it

i miss my friends even if its has been a day. haha
i love just chillen with them all even if were doing nothing and were completely straight.
i also miss it being summer. as i was raking i started thinking about how my yard was
like two months ago and it makes me sad to think winter is coming but in a way im kinda happy cause
then i can play in the snow and go sledding which is always fun but i donon i just love summer time.

ahhh raspberry snapple taste good
snapple fact: the most sensitive parts of the body are the mouth and fingertips
wow bet you didn't know that!

can you spell?

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 02:12:01 GMT

lets get a little optimisc today
lets have some faith

now i wanna be ______ in my CITY

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 18:58:47 GMT

so heres the worlds biggest loser
haha

dam that south high. once again
it really sucks getting caught skipping 7th period
but hey what can i say i hate math.

so yea i got a one day suspension
and my mom has to bring me to school tommorrow
im sure this weekend is blown to shit

I've been having a pretty good time latley other than this
just hanging with my homies and havein fun on the weekends

today i am happy to say that i found my rolling stoned record and i can't wait
to tell ms anita gal.

i wish it was baseball season
i have been in the mood to watch the sox's these days
:( sigh

so im grounded from the computer and the phone and in general im guessing
my parents are pretty mad
but they willget over it

call my cell after nine to talk to me.
8735046

i visited my grama last night she was in an exceptionally good mood last night
and i was loving it very much.

i still have to go to the fucken ortho this is so gay its been almost a year since ive had my braces
off Im sick of this dude

!!!!!!
<33333

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 08:32:53 GMT

so im really scred right now.
cause its 3:31 am and im just awake in megs house.

umm its not that im scared of her house im just scared in general and i want her dogs to cuddle with me :(

anita is a loud sleeper but i love her

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so much for confidence

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 01:49:59 GMT

so i have sleep like shit these past days
schools been a drag but whatever there are people that make it better

mi hermana is coming home WHOOP
im actaully pretty excited

yea im borrowing anitas cords pretty excited to wear them...

THREE DAY WEEKEND BABY holla

im tried. i need a job-o

YAWN :)

keep your feet on the ground

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 01:41:50 GMT

some people tell it like it is.
and i like that in a way.

i had to go to this church thing.
i sat next to an old man. and two old women. and some random kids in front and behind me
with saint johns "choir boys" two rows ahead of me......
i road to the place with my ccd teacher this other lady and another little nun.
the car smelled like period and old women
i wanted to barf
all i did was laugh through out the whole mass and smile at cute boys....
whoo the thrills of being catholic

we played burncoat in soccer today....
lost. but hey i still kicked some ass so its ok.

im pretty bored right now. but i got a long day ahead of me tommorow so i suppose ill go to bed.

i gave meg a few wet willy's today.
it made me laugh

<3
its only you

blah blah blah another day in the life of andrea

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 23:23:18 GMT

what a day what a day.

its been so friken cold out. and when i get cold my knees shake and it looks ridiculous but funny.
today in school i was kinda chipper even when i was watching hot dogs bubble for like eight hours
in cooking.
i actually did spanish stuff yesterday i didn't even realize that for like four days i was
doing absolutely nothing in class. im a little dense eyy.

i made an apple pie. it is extremly adorable and yummmy <3 yeaaa for me

I scored A GOAL TODAY AGAIN!!!!
to bad it was on our own goal hahaha im not to mad about it. it took me by surprise
dam you quabbin.
at least i got to eat pizza after the game.
i also got to help get the pizza where i fell on my face as i was walking into the place.
i literly walked up a little step and fell straight down.
whooo funny stuff.

as we were driving i noticed that we were in those creepy new england towns.
like were serial killers hide bodies... ewww

im real excited for saturday i hope its fun. THE sad thing about saturday it that anita is moving :(
i hope that her new house gives her new memories........ yep

im hopeing halloween is fun. im gonnat try and run this idea past my parents about
sleepin over megs and then going to school the next day. i hope it works because i really wanna have fun
that night ! and i know i won't if i sleep at home.

well ive got shit to do shit like homework.
dam that south high